It's Official! We're Moving!
I have looked forward to write this
blog for such a very long time, now that I sit at my computer and type I may
start crying. So I warn all who read
this now, it’s with great excitement, nervousness, faith, assurance, and
churning emotions that I finally get to make this announcement.
I am originally from Ohio and my
husband is from Canada. After Dan and I
were married and moved back to Ohio from Pittsburgh we prayed fervently where
God wanted to send us. When God spoke
clearly to me that we’d go to Orlando, FL and Dan would work at one particular
job, I truly believed we’d only be in Florida for about five years. This job didn’t open up for him until several
months later so he worked in something that we knew would be temporary at
first. Dan and I knew that we weren’t
just moving for a job, but we were moving to prepare us for ministry. When I
left Ohio I never thought I would return. Within a day of our move, God led us to
Freedom Life Church (FLC). We’ve been
members there for over 13 years. We’ve
been honored to grow up under this ministry.
We’ve watched God faithfully open doors for us, and continue to bring to
pass His plans. We always knew that
Florida wasn’t our final destination. I
think we often felt like square pegs trying to fit into a round hole. We stayed here through the storms (literally
the hurricane season of 2004) and stayed persistent to what we knew that God
had spoken. I want to take a brief
moment there to thank Pastor Greg Squires.
He has always stayed stable and consistent as our pastor. When Pastor Arthur (our spiritual
mentor/father) passed away, we needed someone to pick up the banner and believe
in us. Pastor Greg has prayed for us,
encouraged us, and stood with us. We
have truly grown to love him and value his input in our lives.
Where God would send us was
something that was always near to my heart.
It really started hitting home to me in 2012 when I was blessed to be a
part of the God Day movement. When I
watched people from all over Orlando begin to believe God for change and cry
out for the land of FL, I began to ask God “Ok, where is my land?” I mean I loved the
people of Orlando/Kissimmee, but it was never my land. It had always felt
as if I was in the wilderness or a sojourner in a foreign land. I even shared this feeling with others. Many times they would ask me “Where do you
think God will send you? Back to
Ohio?” I’d always laugh at that response
and answer with an emphatic “No.” Dan and
I began to pray with more and more tenacity that God would lead us to our
land.
I have always had a burden and a
heart for America so for a long time we kept looking at moving to the DC area,
and while I do believe one day I will minister in that area that didn’t seem
like where God was sending us
either.
In the winter months of 2013, I opened up my Bible one day (I didn’t do a
word search, or use a concordance) and God led me to this scripture.
Jeremiah 30:3 (ESV)3 For behold, days
are coming, declares the Lord, when I will restore the fortunes of my people, Israel and Judah, says the Lord, and I will bring them back to the land
that I gave to their fathers, and they shall take possession of it.”
Truthfully it didn’t occur to me at first what God was
trying to say to me. I just thought “Oh
how nice.” But as the months continued,
I kept getting this scripture rising on the inside of me.
It was about that same time that Dan and I took a closer
look at Faith Life Church (FLC) in New Albany/Johnstown, OH. It is pastored by Pastor Gary and Drenda
Keesee. The side story about their
ministry is about 4 years ago a friend of mine told me to go check their church
out because it was about an hour drive from where my parents live and I was in
and out of the area. Truthfully when my
friend said this to me I only took a glance at their website, but suddenly the
more and more Dan and I found out about their ministry the more and more we
knew this was where God was sending us. Eventually we partnered with their
ministry. It was the next step for us in our lives and ministry. As the days progressed Dan and I both started
having various dreams relating to us returning to the area, as well as suddenly
all sorts of prophetic words and instances began to fit. Just a few days ago I found a magazine that I
was featured in from my publisher in 2012 and Pastor Gary Keesee was also there
on the page in front of me. Dan and I
found it very funny that we’d never noticed that before now. It seemed like yet another confirmation to
us. All this time God knew what He was
doing even if we didn’t.
In the midst of all of this, is when Dan and I decided to
put our house on the market. It was one
of those grownup decisions that was very hard for both of us. We had loved that house. We’d poured our heart into that house, but we
knew in order for us to start making plans to move forward we had to let it
go. The circumstance with the market and
the money wasn’t ideal. We figured by
the time the house sold we would have more of a clear picture about where we
were to move. Instead of this taking the
time we thought it would our house sold in record time. It was only on the market for two days
really, and though the paperwork took time, we didn’t figure out where to move
until the day before we were set to do so.
We got a rental in the area and knowing we’d be moving somewhere else
soon. We barely unpacked. However we still weren’t sure where we’d be
moving when the time came.
I kept
hearing the Lord tell me “Johnstown”. But I still wasn’t convinced. Perhaps call me a tad stubborn, but I just
wanted a very clear picture of what God was doing. I just wanted to know that I know what God’s
will was in this situation. So I began
to ask God, “Ok you keep giving me Jeremiah 30:3, but my family isn’t from
Johnstown. My family is from either an
hour north or two hours south from there. So will you God please explain this
to me?”
It’s
amazing how God knows so much more than we do isn’t it? In January of this year I went to a family
reunion that my mother wanted to go to but couldn’t. It was with a few members of my extended
family that I didn’t really know and have only met a few times. They were ones that were from Ohio but were
in FL now. When asked, I began telling
people we were going to move to Johnstown.
While I was still struggling with all of this, Dan and I knew that this
was God that we start going to FLC under the Keesee’s. I didn’t tell them about the scripture or the
family connection of the verse until later.
When hearing the town of Johnstown my great aunt responded, “Oh did you
know there was a family farm there? And
there are probably a lot of relatives that you don’t even know that live
there?” I was shocked by this. I hadn’t even known Johnstown existed until
we found out about the Keesee’s church. My
great aunt didn’t know what God had already been speaking to me. When I called
home to my mother that night she laughed and said she didn’t remember the
family farm was there either but did remember going somewhere as a child. She can only assume now it was in
Johnstown.
The
months have continued. We thought we’d
be gone by now. We spent months waiting
and waiting. We were believing for certain situations to come into place, but
as of yet they haven’t. A few weeks ago,
Dan had an encounter with the Lord and finally felt that it was time. Our pastor is in agreement. On June 8th Pastor Greg will be
releasing and launching us from the FLC in Florida so that we can be launched
forward to the FLC in Ohio. (The
churches really aren’t related but I find it a funny coincidence that they are
both FLC) On June 14th Dan
and I will be packing up, and driving to Ohio.
Temporarily, we will be staying in Marion until a door opens up for us
to move to Johnstown. We’ll be close enough
that we can drive to our new church without too much of a commute.
As I said, I have a whirlwind of emotions
about this. The circumstances are not
ideal. We need doors to open up once we
get there. This is requiring Dan to end
his position he’s held onto for 11 years at Tupperware. While my flesh wants to freak out a bit,
honestly my spirit is so at peace. We
know this is God. While personally I
think that snowbirds have the right idea, I will try not to complain this
winter. It will be really nice being so
close to my family and a lot closer to my in-laws once again. We’ve been so far away for so long, the whole
idea seems unbelievable. We’ll say
goodbye to gators, beaches, and fire ants; we’ll be saying hello to the beauty
in the changing of seasons, gray snow boogers and ice scrapers.
While
this has been a long time coming for us, I find myself at an impasse of
emotions that the term ‘bittersweet’ really seems the best way to describe
it. We are so very grateful for the
Florida season that God gave us in our lives.
It forced us to grow up. It
matured us in ways I can’t explain, and I believe was foundational for us in
both life and in ministry. As we close
this chapter, I realize that my years in Florida will always be dear to my heart. Saying goodbye is never easy, but over on the
horizon there is a new season brewing and we are so excited to be moving
forward. Please keep us in prayer. Transition is never easy and there are still
some doors we need to open once we get to Ohio.
We love you and appreciate you all.
God has
awesome plans for your life. Get
excited!
Comments
Post a Comment